Anguish, yes, that's what I get when even thinking about drawing or doing any kind of artistic task.
It just gets worse by the fact that I HAVE to practice to become better, but when I force myself to try, the pressure I put on myself makes me hate everything I draw, which in turn causes me to not WANT to draw at all... and so I won't become better, and this will keep on going on and on.
I don't really understand why I've gotten into this strange phase, maybe it's something most people deal with through their lives, although I won't admit I like it.
I really, really hope this phase will be over soon, my future education depends on it!
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